sometimes you can cry till there is nothing wet in you. you can scream and curseto where your throat rebels and raptures. youcan pray, all you want, to whatever God you think will listen. and, still, it makes No difference. it goes on, with no sign as to when it might release you. and you know that if it ever did relent... it would not be because it cared.my lost thoughts and other stuff that can come out of my head
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Name: jessica
Location: Asheville, North Carolina, United States
Birthday: 8/8/1988
Gender: Female


Interests: Okay a few things about Jessica... I like coffee. I think I'm funny. I'm creative I like art such as photography And painting poetry I guess that's a form of art too. I'm impulsive and I have no self-control. I'm an insomniac (Which means I cant sleep at night). I hardly do any thing productive. I am way to possessive, especially over my friends. I’m clever at times. I believe in doing what you want and not what people think you should do. I’m a hopeless romantic. The way people treat each other discuss me. The way people treat animals and resources also discuss me. I just want to live a simple life have fun and be with the people I love. I want to avoid drama and mean people who think they can be assholes because they "had it rough" well here is a news flash for you ignorant fucks we all have. Quit your bitching and start a revolution.im insain. I am from Hawaii and i love the few friends i have. I love my music, books, movies, and pictures and.. i love my room my sancturay the place
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Monday, November 28, 2005

Yeah that was definately a lost cause. Why did i even bother?
i went to bright eyes concert me Conor Oberst!

i Also hooked up with this super hot guy. He was one of the dudes who took me home because skyler left me in fucking ashville (BITCH) so i asked these 2 guys to. Im greatful she is a bitch though r i would have never had had such an amazing evening.


THATS ME AND CONOR OBERST! OMFG.


i think my tooth is going to fall out.

and there is a ladybug who has been chilling around my computer for the last 3 days. I gave her a cracker and a drop of water. She is my new friend!



&hearts;
JeSs


Currently Listening
Let It Die
By Feist
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Friday, November 11, 2005

ok so... now that Cody has completely destroyed me inside and left me here to die. I have cried my cries and am going to move on... somehow. Don't get me wrong I love him more than life and I wish he would come back. But I'm not going to sit here and waste away my life on a pipe dream. So I think I'm interested in a guy. I'm not sure where it will go or if there's even anything there but I'm going to "explore" the situation. ill keep ya posted.

 

JeSs

Currently Listening
Let It Enfold You
By Senses Fail
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Thursday, October 20, 2005

I got Blood drawn today i got stuck like 5 times. The nurse said the best place on my body to get blood drawn from is my hands.

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Crimson
By Alkaline Trio
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GOod GoD! I lOvE CODY-O!!!

THe One And OnLy

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Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge
By My Chemical Romance
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::Neverending Eve::

I'm searching for someone who can give me a Neverending Eve.  I'm looking for someone, i can truely call my friend.  Understand this, i don't want any sexual acts or physical dependency, only someone to talk to and love.  My life is slowly coming to a close, as is everyone else's, so now, i think, would be the most keen time to act, no?  So let me know.

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Say It Like You Mean It
By The Starting Line
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